pANdA lInG

30th JunE ‘05 thursday….

wOw.. its was ever since i blog in here le… kekex… so long ago… hahaz… donno… anyway.. toda is the last day of "jUNE" lo…. so…..
juz feel tat i read something "mEaNinGfUlL" today… so.. wanted to share inside here lo… kekex…
its moi horoscope… kekex…. 4 all libras….
here it goes….

HidiNg aWay iN yOuR rOOm liKe A hErmIt AnD pInINg iS dEfnIteLy noT tHE wAy tO mEnD A bRoKen hEARt! yOU pRObAbLy dId yOURsElF A fAvOUR gEttING rId oF soMeonE wHO dIdN’t aPPreCIAte yOU, sO cHeeR uP! sPeND soME tiMe wIth ur friEnDs….

sChOOl: iF yOU hAv bEEn iNgnOriNG uR friEnDS ANd fAMiLY tIS moNtH, it’S pRoBAblY a gOOd tImE nOW to mAke pEAce wiTh thEm anD cOMe ouT oF uR sHeLL. yOU dOn’t hAvE TO bE The liFE of tHE pARty, bUT sIMplY anknoWleDgE tHEiR conCErN iS gOOd enoUgh….

copyright from teenage magiZine….

omG… after reading tis… hahaz… felt so true…. ReAllI "wOw" haHAz….

and another thingys is… another quotation…. veri nice oso….

"-LEarN To ForGet- -NOt To lEan- -thE moRe u cliNG tO iT- -thE moRe pAIn anD huRt U rEcEivE- -wiPE oFF yoUr teARs- -sET a bEttER toMMorOw- "

tis… is coPY riGhT frOM mOI "lAO gonG" a.k.a priS….  thanz….

anyway.. hope  tis  will give someone out there  a betMter  " toMorOw"

sOmeonE….        "i luV u ALwayS"
                        " A mEI yOU HuI bAO dE Ai"
                        "aN unfoRGEttEN lOVe"

pANdA liNG….

21/06/05…. tuesday.

so long never blog inside here le…. so sorri… because…. "scard sia"…..
but then….. arrgh…… omg…. i juz found out tat  whenever i post a blog here…. it will send a msg out to u guys……. OMG!!! hiax… wonder how many of ur say moi blogs le…… hiax… omg… got so many sercerts in here leh….. hiaz…. but then hav been posting lesser nowadays le…..  i kind of treat tis as moi diary lo… kekex.. nvm… hope tat thoso who hav seen all moi blogs keep all tis as sercerts… thanz alot…..   maybe oso let mi noe tat u noe abt  moi stories here oso….  kekex…..  now i don dare to blog here anymore le… kekex………..

pAnDA liNg….

17/06/05…. friday…..

yea!!! moi "B cAmP" has ended lo…. so damm tired now… reach home not llong ago then sign in le… haha… cannot live without com…. kekex……

come back first thing i did was…. drop dead in bed…. wah… i miss moi bed so much sia…. kekex… no la… then i went to called moi mummi!!! tell her  i come home le….. hiaz… then camp realli teach mi alot sia…. (go in deatils tml, now so tried…. -_- ) then went to bath and clear all moi dirty clothes… eeek…. kekex… arrh.. .so suang sia… bath at home better… haha….

then now…. i think i going to drop dead to moi "comfy lovely soft" bed le…. did’nt realli slp well during the camp…. cause…. i will" ren chuang" de… haha.. not moi bed cannot slp…. =P

then nite nite lo…. going to slp le…. (-_-)ZzZzzz….

story…. to… be… con’t….. tml…..

pAnDA linG…. 

13/05/05….

today so sianz…. keep rotting at home…..online all day le…. haha… nth to do sia…..
morning wake up veri early….. 8 plus wake up lo… hahaz… but then later 9 plus went back to slp again…. haha… PiG sia….then 12 plus then wake up again…. kekex….
then afternoon…. kekex… so happi… i cleared 2 big plies of books….. like mountain sia… last time exam then all take out.. then all leave on the table…. today all cleared up le… got a bit of "man zhu gan" kekex… now table so clean…. kekex….
then at night…. watch "caoch carter"… from com…. moi kor kor got downlode…. kekex… hiaz.. then until now hav been sitting in fornt of the com…. so sianz sia…. rotting soon le….

haha… going 4 moi camp soon le… veri excited…. hope all will turn out fine… cause tis month i hav been veri suai!!! keke…. heard it will be veri fun… hiaz… going to start packing le….

cya….

to someone….

long time never write something abt u le….. hiaz… u still o quiet al ever… never tok to u on msn le… hiaz…. donno wat to say to u oso …. hiaz…. hiaz.. hiaz….

pAnDA lInG

11/06/05…. saturday…..

kao…. today so suai sia…. dying soon le…. head bursting again….

hiaz… today went to east coast……  thought should be fun de… but then everything turn out to be veri…… hiaz…. cannot describe…..

juz now at there went 4 roller blading…. then esther, bing ,yan oso got skate wif mi… at last esther manage to skate le.. but then bing still blur blur de… aiyo… then i oso got fall down sia…. kao… then cut moi hand… still got blood sia… then moi leg there oso got scratch…. then my skin peel off leh…. hiaz…  juz now at home bath… kao.. my wound so pain sia…. screaming inside sia… then juz now oso found out tat even moi butt oso got blue-black sia… kao… pain leh…. sit down oso can feel it…. "oUcH"….

then even got thing got worst…. hiaz….

moi da and yan phone de " lcd" screen spoil sia…. hiaz.. all thanz to mi… hiaz…. then now donno wat to do… we went to parkway parade the nokia service centre… then moi da phone cannot repair by today sia….. hiaz… don hav stock le…. how… later she got scolded by her daddy again… then oso spoil all ppls mood… in the end all cannot play…. hiaz… all moi fault sia… then ah yan one oso…. but then lucky is tat she oso changing phone le…. haiz… so sad sia…. kao…. tis month so unlucky sia….

at first is moi hp drown…. then jaz hp oso drown wif mi at "wc" house… then all moi thingy oso lost… esther hp yesterday oso drop…. then now spoil oso… now kwai and yan hp oso spoil…. hiaz… still got wat more unlucky tingy going  to happened….

juz now went ntuc wif moi mummi.. then she push the trolley oso cut moi leg… "ouch"… thenshe oso keep stepping on moi leg… even got a little boy boy oso wan to step on moi leg…. hiaz….

koa… i offended who sia…. who is cursing mi sia… kekex…. hiaz… donno la… i think stay at home better la….

suai!!!!!!!

panDa lInG…

10/06/05….. friday….

haha.. long time never come write testi le…. 3 day … onli…. kekex… jux now went slping…. so suang sia… cause tis few days very tired.. always slp veri late… keke.. (0_o)Zzz maybe later still going out…. go walk walk ba… kekex….
then tml will be going out wif moi ex 2-8 ppl… haha… going east coast.. so fun…..  i will be going to roller blade…. haha… think will be fun ba… but veri scard to falling down…. kekex… "oUcH"….
hiaz… nth to tok too much today…. going out to shop shop le…. c ya…..

to someone…

aiyo… tok to u on msn don reply mi… hernz…. haha… nvm… suan le…

pAnDA liNG

07/06/05….tuesday….

kao…. today late 4 moi physic practical test sia…. almost late for 30 min sia…. hiaz… then i oso donno how to do…. "gone case sia" hiaz…. spoil moi mood….

tis few days… got too many prob…. realli got no mood to think abt anything… wat to do sia…. headach sia….

later i think i going to returned the hp to "wb" le ba….

then evening hav to go 4 religion….

to someone… 

donno whether u got go anot… hiaz….

pAnDA liNg……   

06/06/05…. monday…..

today got go to the english seminer… kao… the "ang mo" tok until so slang sia…. haha… don realli understamd…. kekex…. then tok until so fast…. catch nth sia… then the second speaker was  a bit better ba… kekex… still got say jokes de…. haha.. even got moi "panda story"…. kekex…. so funni…

then after tat we to wisma atrium…. go to repair moi hp…. kao… so sad sia…. the person say cannot repair leh… inside corrode le…. even got one bulb explode sia… " mei yao jiu le" haiz…. wa… kao… moi hp!!! juz went to swimming pool 4 a swim then drown inside le…. angry sia….. omg!!!!! wat to do now…. no hp to used sia… haiz….

then…. we went 4 a walk walk at orchard.. realli no mood sia… we even took noeprints… but oso no mood…. pRob!!!!!

then moi da keep consolie mi…. hiaz… veri quite today… didn’t say much the whole day…..

keep thinking abt moi hp….. cannot repair…. then abt "wb" his phone… then now even wrost…. "moi feelings"…. hiaz… dying soon le….

all this thingys realli borthered mi sia….

no mood to tok

no mood to do anything….

no mood to think abt wats going to happened….

juz one word…. "  fAn"   

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cont…..

4 "wb"…..

hiaz… realli thankful tat u lend mi ur hp….

but then…. i told u don lie to mi le….. and u still did it… hiaz….

if u got no extra hp then don lend mi le lo….. i lend from u because u say u got extra hp… then now u oso lie to mi sia…. and then now u don hav hp to used…

make mi feel veri bad sia….

i don wan to "qian ni ren qing"…. i HAtE to qian ren qing de lo… and i donno if i can returned tis ren qing lo…. make mi feel so guilty sia… i realli donno wat to do sia….

i noe ur feelings toward mi…. tat why i don even want to owe u anything…. i’m veri scard tat i cannot returned tis ren qing to u ….

now how leh…. i think i going to returned u ur phone veri soon le ba….

and the thingys tat u were veri scared to happened…. it realli happened again le… abt "him".. u should noe ba… hiaz…

wat to do now?????

pAnDA liNg… 

05/06/05…. sunday…

cont….

to someone….

juz when i thought every thingys is going to end soon le…. then u come back and disturped again….. y always like tat de…. hiaz….. making mi very luan now….. y do u hav to do tis…. ArrHHHHHH…..

is there realli a possibility 4 us to be together again…. or izit…. u juz playing again …. i realli donno….

its always u say "break" de… then always wan "regret" de oso u …. wat do u wan actually…. omg… moi head is bursting now…. Arrh…..

should i believe u again…..

pAnDA linG….